We wake up from our dreams in night and that moment
is remembered. We wake up and get down from our beds laid in cellular
rooms with no light to see and no space to move. We are never hungry for
some reason and all we could sense is the sounds outside. People talking,
fighting , loving, waging wars , backbiting and blessing. We somehow
find a walk out of the beds to the doors only to open it to find a busy
corridor, filled with filth and people of our kind. We look back to see
our rooms and then back to corridor. For some reason or instinct , we
find the rooms are noisy though empty and the corridor silent though
filled with everything. We walk out of our rooms into the corridor ,
naked and innocent, happy and curious. People busy till then, began to
greet us and make friends. Some give food. Some give clothes. Some give
money. Some give knowledge. And we join the corridor , getting busy and
dirty. Slowly we are lost in the crowd, handful of money and lust. We
begin to grow old, old enough to grow mad. Running in the corridor after
nothing, for years and years. We form groups, we make enemies, we wage
wars , we preach peace, we master someone else and we live as slave to
others, we do everything and fall into some kind of natural sleep though
awake all the time. We pinch at times to find if its still the dream we
woke up from. And one moment we sit down aside, weak and alone, poor
and old, by the way getting stamped by the same people. We are no longer
a friend or enemy to them. Its then we get reminded of the cellular
room. We stand up with blood gathering all the sugars and run with
madness in search of the room. We want to get back and resume the dream.
We want that noise and emptiness to fill us. And we will find it. A
kind of peace hovers over our heads as we walk inside and feel the bed
and pillows. We gently rest ourselves on it and begin to hear a lullaby
covering our smiling faces. And the dream resumes.
-Aroon Che

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