Sunday, 28 September 2014

The Shine

The lower deck’s full,
Of people, with grimy faces.
Their eyes look dull,
In the gleam of fire walls.
The Gods that never Mull
Stare at us, chained in their frames.
They shall never help us,
For they are, to these men, mere slaves.
The lower deck’s full.
In the middle of growing infernos.
And the upper deck’s of rule,
From the ballots, 
But not from the principles,
They are the snakes in white,
To carnage us, our every right,
The lower deck’s full,
Of people, who built the roads,
Of people, who are real,
Of people, mine and yours,
The lower deck’s full,
I am here, with my comrades,
Fret not; we now chink this wall,
That impedes us to walk into progress.

-Aroon Che
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Friday, 26 September 2014

The Temple

The temple:
There is sunrise and sunset,
There is rain and torrent,
There is bird chirping,
There is herd grazing,
There is wave hitting high,
There is cloud passing by,
There is dew and delight,
There is soil and sprout,
There is rainbow like a crown,
There is heat and noon,
There is shadow and night,
There is tree and fruit,
There is pond and ripple,
There is leaf and caterpillar,
There is grass and green,
There is stone that sheen,
There is darkness but no fear,
There is light that's not a lair,
There is river and mountain,
There is fall and fountain,
There is everything but man,
How lovely mother earth is without pain


-Aroon Che
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I Stand

" I stand defiant in suit of guns,
With compass and comrades,
On this hill that's on the East,
Facing the bull firing from the West.
With flags and faces held high,
Our guns loaded with the question why.
We shall pluck the roots of injustice,

and Thy shall bleed in the comeuppance.
I stand defiant with gun like a seer,
With compass and comrades.
I stand defiant in this love and war,
With compass and comrades."


-Aroon Che
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Bring Me those heads

Bring me those heads,
Of the lords and of the vermin,
Ruling this land of ours,
With the preamble of dying sun.
Let us not burry their heads,
For they are filled to brims, with venom,
They would breed back to lawless jungles,
Out of this damp and terrain.
Instead incinerate them to air,
Allow the smoke turn to clouds,
Of this bad blood and vapour,
To rain them back to clean the stains,
Bring me those heads,
From every cardinal, O' Comrades.


-Aroon Che
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The Last Song of Vishnu


Tomorrow, the doors will be banged,
And the window panes will be broken,
The roofs will begin to crack out of heat,
And the walls will slowly shrink to your skins,
Your skyscrapers will crumble like sand castles,
The roads will get narrower and blind.
Your hospitals will run out of medic and beds,
Your courts will go deaf to law and order,
Your children will go wild in schools and jump off roofs,
Your parents will find this noise as their last lullabies,
There will be a death in every birth,
There will be a fight in fairness,
There will be a madness in every silence,
There will be a devil in every god.
That's when I'll come out of myself,
And you will hide behind your grief.
This is peace, this is the end,
This is peace , this is my command.

-Aroon Che
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The Springs


God’s forgotten children, we are
With masks on faces and guns on flare,
Blazing under the suns and shadows,
Of these machines and democracies.
Wretches and leaders, we are,
For those men of coal and hardware,
Betrayed by the unions and capitals,
We shall defy for our sprite and burials
One day will come when the sun’s,
On the west and the moon’s east.
One day will come our labour pays
Back the rebel inside and that’s just.
You may break into our cities,
We built from our faith and seed.
You may cripple our customs,
We weaved with silks of good.
You may make us stay indoors,
And Kill our children and blot our wives.
You may swindle our sweat,
And close the factories and estates.
You may coerce our homes,
And dreams to take hold of our oils.
Nevertheless you cannot burn,
The psyche of our communist grin.
God’s forgotten children, we are,
And we will order the end to this dire.


-Aroon Che
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Tuesday, 2 September 2014

The Way

"The hardest thing to do is to love. The simplest thing to do is to hate. The irony here is, we do the hard things in a simple way, and simple things the hard way."

-Aroon Che
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The Demo-car

They say, it’s your own car,
But they don’t bother to teach you to drive it.
Instead they advise you to elect a driver, and so you do it.
You simply sit in the rear seat of your own car,
Feeling proud for you have someone to drive you places.
Until you see the car getting ruined by the careless driving.

You change the drivers once in a while; you pay for the repairs,
But you still don’t try to drive the car and there is none to teach you.
Pity you; you never think you can learn it by yourself.
And so drivers move in and out enjoying your car.
Driving you places so recklessly and unprofessionally.
And when you are at home, you despondently look at your car,
Through window panes crying at its humiliating shape.

You wanted to save it for your children,
You wanted them to ride the way you always dream off.
You wash it daily; you apply turmeric and vermilion.
You garland it and finally hand it over to your driver,
Shifting your place to the rear seat, keeping fingers crossed,
About reaching home safe.

I pity you,
For you can’t believe in the drivers you selected,
I pity you,
For you never tried to ride the car since you own it,
I pity you,
For you feel like an outsider in your own car,
Thats how democracy is like. Thats how you, me and all live in here like.

I pity.
Aroon Che
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The Live

"In a small conversation with an old man who vends toys in the street corner, I figured out that he walks miles to reach this place to sell these little toys. In middle of all this he replied to my question to why he need to do so, at this age. He replied that he loves his wife a lot and for that single reason he justifies all this pain is reasonable enough to bear. 

In his words, “I have to live to make my love live for some more days, may be as long as possible.”

I was silent, but not satisfied.
But then I walked away smiling, when I was asked to buy some flowers from his wife who must be selling somewhere in the next block. And I said yes.
As the evening train moved, I saw through the dusky window panes, this old man and his wife walking away hand in hand, singing some beautiful song. The flowers in my hands were still fresh, as fresh as their love.

Everyone loves. Everyone lives."


-Aroon Che
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The Dream

"As soon as the little crowd around the guy finished cheering, a local police officer slowly walked down to him, smiling a little and without a word handcuffed him. The little crowd didn’t notice this and walked away dissolving into the night. 

There was a case file against the guy later, and was put behind bars that whole night. The police having watched his feat of jumping from a height of 5 storey complex felt it was suicidal and shouldn’t encourage such extreme madness. The guy was not carrying the permit to try it. The whole crowd cheered at his feat that night.

“Are you aware of what you were trying to show the world last night?” the Judge questioned him.

“Myself”. Answered the guy, in silence.

After the judgement and 6 months of prison life, the guy was left free.

The police, the same evening, was running in the streets to the city’s highest building complex; where to his surprise, saw the same guy standing high above on the tower though a projection in the street below. The police was anger stuck and asked for feat to be ceased at once. But in no time, the crowd grew up, noises filled the street like hell and the police got no other way.

Jaw dropping, seconds later the police joined the crowd, to view a six hundred and seventy two meter base jump. It was such a good view. The crowd cheered and cheered. None there, except the police knew the guy’s name and so all of them just kept on calling him with the name HERO. Not wasting a minute more, the police got back to senses and ran for the guy. By the time, he was there at the foot of the building; the guy became a Guinness world record holder.

In the middle of his happiness and camera flashes, the guy recognized the police and walked down to him.

“Should I arrest you again?” the police asked him, having a proud smile back in his mind.

To this, the guy moved a little closer, and into the police’s ear, he whispered.

“Ya , you can…you can arrest me, but you can’t arrest my team”

Silent and verifying around, the police asked “Where is your team?”

The guy drew back himself and pointing to his head, he replied “they are here; my determination and vision are my team”. With this he left with the Local press in a Limo.

The police remained standing as the crowd behind him emptying the street and looked up adjusting his shirt cuffs and felt a little paper tucked in.

He plucked it and it read the words of the guy.

“Every time you made me to remain among the four walls I have learnt to be stronger and have dreamt falling from the highest place even when I know was in a 6 by 6 room. You tried to protect me. I just tried to protect my dream…”
The police fold back the paper and looked up the oracle of the building. It shined for it just gave birth to a star.
It was midnight by the time everything was like before.

'Your dream is what you live. Should be.'


-Aroon Che
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The Hunger

"All of us, common and hungry men, were taken by some fishermen to a pond, and were made to sit aside to wait for the fish to be served. With this they left us alone and disappeared. 
After a long wait, two of our men rose and walked towards the pond, may be to find the fishermen. 
The first one stood on the bank , called out the fishermen and was pleading them to make it fast.
The second one simply crossed the line and jumped into the pond, stunning us. We could see both side by side. The first one, discussing and the second one, struggling to learn to swim and fish.
Both of them were enough courageous, for they crossed the limits which none of us didn’t dare to.
But the first one is called democratic, dealing with fishermen, directly representing us and the second one is called rebellion, for he was beyond words, a self made man who started to learn by himself the art of feeding the stomach, may for the reason that he knew that the talks will be forever in a democracy, thus turning himself into a game changer. He wanted to feed us rather before we conclude its fate to die.
These two men teach us a lesson here. Though in different lines, its a common lesson.
Elect a good leader, or be one.
And if its not either of the case, no democracy is worth to live in."


-Aroon Che
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The Race

“And when I look at people, I see I am no different from them in any aspect. Only thing that’s running behind my mind is the dream of what all I wanted to be in the future and that’s assumed to make the difference. And that’s wrong because all of us are just parallel lines, having different sources and destinations. We are neither less nor more than the rest. Even to the extent of dreaming to achieve something and turn great.

Every time I look at people I see in their eyes their dreams, dreams of growing bigger and bigger than the state of normal, and that is what I feel makes the actual difference. It inspires me. It inspires me to join the race. It inspires me to inspire others. I make sure, I run parallel to them in this race. For there is nothing like a finish line here, this race what we call as 'life' doesn’t have winners and losers. Because one’s win is never someone’s loss. It’s a win-win game. All we need to see is that we remain parallel to each other may be because in the end we need everyone to be our friends and not as our contenders.

Life is just like a race, the faster you run, the weaker you become.”

-Aroon Che
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THE YOU AND THE ME


Neither you nor I are together,
On these roads we travel forever.
You have a dream and me too one,
But never share a map or a bygone.
We are never the same like flowers,
That grow in bunches and colours.
Neither are we a flock of birds,
Those fly to the same cardinals.
I dream about ships and waves,
And you dream about rains and crops.
I follow the moon and the winds,
And you live by sun and waters.
Neither you nor I are together,
In this world, where nothing is forever.
I vend my fish to buy the grains,
To eat my fish you sell the yields.
We never meet but live under same roofs,
Within us lie distances, but not differences.
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Aroon Che
The Song of a fisherman and a farmer
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[This is where every one of us halts to conclude a singularity. This is the point where one gets to know that anyone can live on his or her own will, but not alone.
Nothing in this nature lives alone on its own ability. You need people around, you need nature to support, and you need everything every time you think you need to move forward. Knowingly or unknowingly we still separate ourselves and form into groups, to occupy or to master the rest.
All we should know is, none of us can be superior to the rest, for when we try to be superior; we are trying to die alone and first.]
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The Shape

"One confused day, I happened to travel back home in the Metro rail, sitting beside a mad man. I gave a blank look at him and turned the other side, slowly getting into sleep. As the lamps started glowing, I felt I was pulled by the mad man into his soliloquy. I missed. I didn’t hear him initiating a conversation and felt he was mad enough to talk to himself. I turned back to see him smiling at me. I waited. And I don’t have a space to walk away from him.

Staying motionless and tired, I listened to whatever he was saying; on my way back home that very warm evening. To this day, I don’t remember much of his words, of what he mentioned about or what is was trying to say to me that evening. But one question, I couldn’t forget. His one little question that made me what I am today. I remember a spark in face while asking me, “What’s the shape of a heart? “

“Shape of the heart? “ I was taken aback and was still having a tired blank face to this question. He was silent and smiled a little. Amidst all the rail sounds and public, I couldn’t gather enough strength to yell at him and reply,’ I don’t know and Get lost.’

Getting down, I turned back to the mad man who sat at the window staring me. I could see him starting to smile through the misty window that slowly dissolved into the darkness of the tunnel. I walked home. And we departed, just like that.

I know I lived a machine life. Logics, Reasons, Evolutions, formulae, Calculations and results. So small was my then big world. And I never had a reasonable relation with this world other than what we say a part of big clock. I felt like I was just a gear in this big clock. Apathetic, in a nut shell.

That evening, I pulled out all my personal journals to calculate the Shape of a human heart. And I got the shape, but not the same evening. It took me days. Every day, I intentionally took the late train to avoid the mad man. I was equally egoistic to take up the situation of being answerless. I felt all the knowledge of mine was slowly getting helpless. Day by day, I shrunk inch by inch, growing big inwards. As it was occupying much of my time, I felt the heart is more than a pumping machine. Link by link following every source I finally landed on a mystic time frame, mentally very near to the madness. Surprisingly I didn’t cry, I was just smiling all through this pain. It was when I opened my mind to the world around. It looked amazingly clear.

I ran to the station, breathing heavily, packed up my whole mind to meet the mad man and give him the answer. The answer to his simple question. It was night and I couldn’t find him yet. I searched for him every train that stopped by. Holding my sight, I waited for him the whole night but I didn’t get him. I just ended up myself in my office disappointed. I couldn’t find out what happened to him. Till date, every evening I make a round the whole platform to make sure he is somewhere near. I just dint get to him anymore. It’s when I wrote my first line.

It goes like “WHEN YOU KNOW ABOUT LOVE, YOU ARE RESTLESS AND NONE WILL APPEAR MAD AND FOOLISH.”
And may be that’s the reason why I couldn’t find the mad man anymore.
He didn’t come back to normal. He brought me back to normal.


-Aroon Che
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The Why

"Why we fear demons,
And why we criticize Gods?

Why we paint the walls, which divide our minds,
And why we hallucinate, the doors that can join us?

Why we support and follow the verified Villains,
And why we never instigate the anonymous heroes?

Why we feel happy, albeit unsatisfied,
And why we feel sad, though contented?

Why are we alone, in the endless spaces,
And why we get attended in the narrow rooms?

Why we breathe in the polluting prejudices,
And why we filter out the remedial truths?

Why we sleep in peace, even when there is no good tomorrow,
And why we festive tonight, even when there is a bad today?

Why we listen better to the hissing of serpents,
And why we go deaf for barking dogs?

Why we survive for nothing in daylights,
And why we worry burning the midnight lamps?

But why are we not the way we should be,
And why we live such a thoughtless life? "


-Aroon Che
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The Vietnam

“They said its color.
They said its religion,
They said its money,
They said its power,
They said it’s human,
They said its war.”

We knew not it,
We never tried it,
All we grow is paddy,
All we help is the needy.
They said it’s real,
They said its war.

Never had we met a king,
Nor a leader.
Never did we sing,
The song of cheer.
They said its dawn,
They said its war.

Lost our homes, fields
Lost our blood and friends,
Not enough, our tears.
Not enough, your prayers
They still say, its coming,
They say it’s since war.”

Written by
Aroon Che

This is a poem/ song about a typical Vietnamese, who doesn’t know what is communism and what democracy is, yet still happened to take part in a war, in the role of its sufferer.
The American did a big loss than what communism would have done it for next century.
It arranged a war saying it’s to protect freedom.
But it’s really contrary to what actually happened in the field.
It’s not the war that’s bad. It’s the idea of man to win anything through a war. And it’s bad.

[Vietnam War was fought against Communism for about 18 years. Comrades won it.]
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The Oldman

"He told me his stories. The old man, whose hut was too small to fit in both of us, asked me to take in some rest, while he waits outside. It was raining and I wasn’t that tired to hit the bed. He poured me in some kind of soup to beat the cold. He said it was hard to find people around in his place. He kept on looking me and my things, which cautioned me tune to a forecasted robbery. But the old man wasn’t that kind. We sat in the rain, talking about many things. Knowing his main attention was towards my camera; I opened it for him and handed over. As I kept on sliding the pictures, he soon ended up with happiness, filled with tears. He said he knew photographers well. He said he know them since his childhood. They once visited his place to capture his father’s dead body. At that time, he was too small to know the reason and was told that his father died of some cancer.

But why would he get shot in his head, was one question that was answered many times, when many of his friends’ fathers died, mostly in the similar way. Soon the place turned to a desert. His only schooling was to learn slogans and aiming through tubes. And why he felt happy looking into my camera, He said it went beyond his expectations. All through, he was just expecting me to be like the same photographers who accompany policemen. But in it he found, nature , family, children and happiness. He said he isn’t married, and never loved anyone other than his mother. For hours, it was quite thought provoking, his stories of gun and thorns. Though he never fired or killed someone, things worked out little when this was in his hands; he said unpacking a pistol from his wet kerchiefs. It was rusted. Like many of his kind, the battle will never be won.

But to this his only answer is, the only way forwards is way inwards.

It was dawn by then, he left me to fetch some food. And yes, I have come to know by then, I was in middle of writing his story. The story of independence, the real that is fake, the fake that’s real. 


-Aroon Che
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The Infant

"She was pregnant. Seventh month. This was where I could start writing about her. A very rare, yet fictitious, but I couldn’t help to keep myself away from it, for the kind of haunt I was living with, simply made me write down this piece of life. 

Her name is Jenny. Normal and well read, working woman. The first time I met her was that incident in hospital where all this began to grow up into a following. She was like any woman, happy to bear a baby, and dreamt of beginning a new life. Her husband was busy enough, yet rich to keep the ends meet in their relation. In the middle of her seventh month, she said she happened to acknowledge the baby responding to whatever it was listening to, from mashing of mixer to hissing of cooker to Jenny’s own voice. She wasn’t that good enough to explain me the mode of communication she shared with her baby, but was very much finite enough to tell me what they were talking about all the time.

“I know somehow it could listen to me. I mean the baby. And more surprising is its responses.” Jenny explained.

Now the appeared-to -be -fiction part, which Jenny alone could be render. She told me that her baby’s first statement was “Mother, I thank you for getting ready to bear me. I know I am months away from the delivery. I am more happy and little curious about how the world around is. For it is the place I am going to share with you. Please talk to me about it.”

And Jenny was happy listening to this reaction. She paused a little calculating what to show him. And then she made her way to the garden and translated everything she could see. The flowers, the grass, the butterflies and all. The baby listened to all this quietly. She told the baby how tender the roses were, and how the creepers climbed up to the terrace. She picked up the morning dew and translated its taste. The baby nodded for everything. The she moved in to the hallway and put on some good music and told him about the happiness it brings in, and the book she collected and the toys she planned for and the cradle space. She told the baby that it’s going to live in a beautiful house. And then she climbed up to the terrace and asked the baby to listen the birds chirping and translated the blueness of the sky, and green fields, the sun and all. She spent that whole Sunday talking to the baby. It was evening when the baby stopped nodding and answered for the first time.

“ Mama, you know I was with you since a while, and I had interpreted enough to my best of what I could at this tender age. But I was little disappointed for all my acquired knowledge is very much different from what you told me about today. Was I wrong in knowing it or was it you who is wrong in translating it to me?”
The mother stalled to silence for she couldn’t guess where it went wrong. Finding nothing, she moved on to ask the baby more about what it’s all about.

“Mama.” The baby began “Every day I could sense that you stop by some place where beggars knock the car window, asking for a penny or two. I could also sense you scolding them, cursing them, feeling irritated. I know you don’t like those fellows, who were poor for all the time, when you scold them i see the pride in you of your status symbol. Poor guys must have been dead by now. I fear how you can teach me to love. I would end up being supercilious .You said just now about the good home, but all the day while you were out, I just could breathe in through you the polluted air, I feel suffocating sometimes and fear if I could live in a place like that. But I found that we always keep our homes very neat and tidy and neglect the streets, leaving it to others’ responsibility. I could sense you backbiting someone or your boss in your office timings, I felt you weren’t happy ever what you were at. I fear if it could be my destiny to be so. You said about the family, but I hardly felt love in our home. You and dad were unhappy about something always, quarrel with each other but you say we are a happy family. I fear even I should act while I love you. All I could hear was not the good music you played just now, but the television set playing the dirty politics and adultery around. I fear Mama, I fear. There are many reasons to be so. But I should know, if I was wrong about all this or you just manipulated it very nice to me?”

Before she could answer to this, the baby came back. “I fear to come out of your womb. I fear to be a hypocrite anymore like you. You aren’t preparing me to face the reality. You are making something else which I might not be good at. All I can say is a goodbye.”

The hallway suddenly dropped to silence. The mother waited, but all she could hear was just that very silence.

The doctors reported the baby died that night.

I was just listening with this blank face of mine. Jenny rose up and left the room.
Are we preparing the generation? Are we blinding them to be lame forever?

Are we showcasing the reality of world or just pushing them to fill our desires just by manipulating the world around?
Are we good parents or just a bad DNA?"


-Aroon Che
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The Blacks

"I sat alone in the corridor. This was a place which helped me to grow into the woods. The woods of this highly sophisticated society, where people like me just breathe the stale air of the whites. The corridor was almost empty, except for some corners filled with parents and children here and there. I came to meet my teacher. Mr. Wiley of St Ann’s. The place was silent as usual, but inside me I could hear the ringing bells, the shouting of the crowd, and the cheering of the bookies, men criticizing, punching, and the thuds on my jaws. I could only see my opponent’s ferocious face, his teeth crackling, the heavy breaths and the crowd around yelling at my blood.
"Mr. Williams"
The words brought me back to present. It was the office boy. I smiled at him and rose up to get into the office.
“'Hello.” I greeted.
"Mr. Williams, please follow me” he said and returned a friendly smile.
The office boy led me to the deep interiors of the capital American office building and finally into a dark room with it holds a door plated with lettering "Mr. Wiley, principle". This is the hundredth time I was moving into my favourite place, where the words I listened to has made to REALIZE the hidden fighter in me. The struggle became an elaborative one in the middle of this century, where everyone was waiting for my rise tonight, just to symbolize their enormous faith in levelling the pride of some sects of society. We wanted a freedom. Freedom from the chains of mankind, where the colour of the skin itself is the parameter, and thats making us stay underwater, away from the purest form of air.
Do we smell filthy? Or do our skins produce grease?
I entered the room. It was filled with smoke of some richest cigars. I closed the door behind after the boy left.
"Mr. Williams how are you?” the dark figure asked, standing in the pencil rays of morning sun. He was my teacher few years ago and now more than that. I always wished to call him my father. I returned an answering smile to him. The dark figure moved towards me and came into light. I saw his face. It was still young, full of ambitions waiting for something hard which I am going to prove tonight and that it’s going to start everything.
“I know you will smile. Your smile is an aspirin to me" he continued “my child, I know you from your childhood. Do you remember the day when your mother came to me with you still in her arms? That day was a terrible one. She wanted to show you a way. Then she asked me to take care of you. The society would kill you every day. And I can confidently say that I educated you in a proper way and injected you with this insulin of humanism. I always told you about the position of ours in this society. Unless we are as hard a diamond, no one is going to see through us. We need to perform in every scale to exhibit the energies of our blood. Your mother died long ago as a slave and she was happy to know that you are growing into a concentric element in the society. She never wanted to see you as a slave. One or other day we need to get out of this. We stopped waiting for some martyrs or someone else to help us. We made every drop of our blood to find the way to be masters in the society. Blame the god who created us like this? Stop questioning this, because its we, who will erase this discrimination, then why bother who started it? And tonight you are going to face a nice opportunity. Do not go astray of it. Listen to voice of your mother. She always wanted it to be free."
I stood listening his words. He puffed a large one and finally said "just make it happen."
On my way to Regional arenas in the south west of the Harlem, I stopped at the corner of county basin. I got down from my car and moved towards the green walled dwellings. I stopped at one of the door and turned up to see the blue sky. This is where I was born. I got everything back. I wished my mother would look down to me and bless me with her tender hands. The sky was calm like her eyes. Tears rolled. I couldn’t stop crying at the view of the walls covered with green algae which reminded me of my brotherhood with the society, which was waiting for my reply the greatest discrimination of this century.
That evening was calm and slow to me. My manager came into my room with a pastor. He said that he will be back after the prayers and left us alone. I never bent to the bible but tonight I myself called up the pastor. I had had to believe something to make my confidence a living one. But still deep in my heart the words of Mr. Wiley ran as prayers. God is not going to confess his own mistake. I will make him to do it tonight. The doors closed.
I could really remember even today, those hours when I walked into the regional arena with ten members of team around me, every one of us dressed in black robes. I climbed up the base and touched the red rope with my sweaty palms. My manager patted me and said " everything is going to be fine " I looked at him. He smiled. He did not speak me to for the last three days. Those breaking words were strong. And I could see them his weak eyes. And the last time he talked to me was about his resignation. He doesn’t want me to fight with the then champion Lee Warner. All because he was a white like him. My manager was a white. And he knew that today’s game would turn up into a ruthless battle, and he never wanted to support a black in this battle. But what changed his mind never clicked to my mind till today. He smiled and waved me towards the direction of crowd. The blacks in the corner. The cards in their hands showing "make it happen"
He smiled at me.
The fight started. I was a welterweight boxer from Harlem. Lee was a heavy man, heavier than me. The round started with his punch. I barely could judge his slews at those early minutes. My skeleton rattled every time I got his hand on it. The first round was the longest one that evening. I took back a foot and raised my arms to stop his killing punch and gave back a hard one on his chin. The minute was silent. The arena became dull. And for the first time Lee took some moments to digest a punch. That was the first time, a black punching the white. I did not wait anymore, and gave another rude one. And this time after another long pause the heavy man with a steel hand grew wilder at this strike. The round ended. The crowd became duller round by round. As I stood in the middle of them with a man in front of me struggling with the gloves, all I could sense was freedom.
But before the last round, an argument broke in the crowd. Someone criticized and the black rose with anger. The quarrel turned into a blood spilling one. Some were asking to stop the match. Few white men came up to the board with chairs. The management expected such a situation would rise in this match, which was the first one between a white and black boxer. The umpire tried to control it but failed. The police entered, and who were also white tried to stop the match with an excuse that the crowd has become uncontrollable and if continued would lead to an avalanche of race clashes not only inside the Regional arenas but also in the streets. The whites did not expect such a counter performance. And I, Mr. Wiley and many others alike were sitting in dark corners all these days building up the nomenclature to prove our equality with the whites. The umpire and the judges stood in silent seeing all this. I was in panic. Lee stood before me with bruises. We were surrounded with the Regional arenas security staff and were ordered to move together to the dressing room, the security circled me and Lee, as we walked out of the ring. I could hear gun shots. Lee walked close to me as we entered the aisle. One of the security men who was near enough to me smiled and whispered "I never dreamt of seeing such a fight." Lee was too close to hear this. He turned towards me and put up a blank appreciation. The penultimate round was the bloodiest one in his life. I took out the guard from my mouth and smiled. In a moment, we were out of lights.
I got into my car where my manager waiting for me.
“You started a vibration Sir, well done" he said.
And the next morning he brought me the NewYork daily. On the front page the broad lines said
”He made it happen" the news had the words of Lee Warner, which stated that he would have faced the deadly moments of failure if at all everything happened as scheduled.
The phone rang, it was Mr. Wiley. "

This is not a true story. All the characters are fictitious.


-Aroon Che
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The Reason

" We are so much drugged with this democracy which makes sure we have a right to be leaders, or anybody who can instil fear and diplomatically cheat people by virtue of their weaknesses can represent us. We are so much drugged that we cant stand when any other ideal citizen lifts himself to the level of showing what good governance is, for we never wanted the power to go out of hands. We are so much drugged that we try to make friends with him to poison his hands , to bring him down to our level of madness, to show that being leader is like being a shepherd and it doesn't mean to educate the sheep , We are so much drugged that we wanted the games to be on , but none to participate in them. Why wouldn't we live the way we talk about?

In this pseudo- democracy , the freedom of voice is for the dumb, the freedom of listening is for the deaf, the freedom of sight is for the blind. When every night you go to bed dreaming of a bright tomorrow , its your ignorance that today was yesterday's tomorrow and you failed to be like what you have been in your dreams last night. May be because we live in a double standard life, when in pain we cry for help, when in gain we mock at the needy. This is democracy , a place where independence is mistaken as freedom, and freedom is over-defined as birth-right, when we aren't ready to handle it by ourselves.

This is the harsh truth to face. Negligence to learn the right and if learned, fearlessness of being wrong, ability to bribe if possible or kill if not, greedy of being first , insecure to work in a team and glorying our ignorance is all what makes us ineligible to be a Democratic.

Not a day goes by reciting these words. " I am born to be human and when I begin to discover it in me, I was left with a coin to flip my choice into air, which i never tried , for being human isn't by a chance, its actually one's own discovery by being a reason for happiness around." And why cant we apply this simple truth to the whole idea of democracy. You could be leaders. You could be the reason for a happy society."


-Aroon Che
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The Dog

"There is this one day, when I saw a dog having a sound sleep on a busy footpath, somewhere in the centre of the city. It was all black, of stray breed, little fat and filthy. But it weren’t all these features that make me to count back and notify, it was that little suspicion which ran in my mind, to the briefest memories, if I could trace it back and recite it, how could that dog get a sound sleep, amidst all those irritating footsteps of pedestrians pounding the floor, their shouts, hawkers crying and vehicles horning minute in and out, I mean How could it, from looking at its face, get a good sleep, a sound and happy one? How could that dog be so happy, having its one of the best day dreams, in spite of all the hell circumferencing it?

It’s simple, though it took me a while to interpret and conclude that the dog is actually adjusting itself to the surroundings. Only maybe because it felt it’s too weak to confront and control the irritating ambiance. Or maybe because it felt it’s too small in size, strength and voice to shout at the human world and direct everyone to be calm for a while. Or be may be its just like us, like you and me, the common man who believes or declares to be too small to fight against the evil, the problems irritating us and derailing the harmony in our system. We feel or we actually fixed it as a truth that we are powerless and has to surrender to the situation, to the evils of this society. We just adjust. We adjust our bills to accommodate the price hikes. We adjust our smiles, we adjust of happiness. We adjust everything at the cost of some or other malice. Or maybe we are same as that dog, living in one of the happiest dreams amidst all the political dirt. Aren’t we?

We are just the challenged. Ethically challenged. Or maybe we aren’t who we actually should be, The responsible citizens."


-Aroon Che
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The Rise

"It is difficult for most of us to climb things. Climb up to where we could feel freedom. Looking around ourselves, we are healthy enough to know we are sick; sick of money, sick of relations, sick of attitude, sick of being human anymore and sick of ourselves. Some, without much thinking, say it is the result of industrial revolution and involves capitalism to carry the blame for our sicknesses. Isn’t it fair? If it’s not capitalism, it would be something else. Basically to start with anything that’s relevant, we should know we are sinking deeper and deeper, day by day and what’s pushing us or is that like what’s pulling us down. There is nothing that’s enough strong to pull you or me so deep into the pits other than our own minds. Comfortable minds.

When Bruce was thrown into this pit from ancient world, all he wants was to come out of it and save Gotham. Isn’t that maniac? Or dreaming nonsense? That’s what people inside the pit symbolically showed him. Once in a while some ill-motivated guy takes the rope to climb up only to see falling down helplessly clashing the pit walls, sometime being fatal. Witnessing this, most of the prisoners, decided not to give a try, may be because they felt all they need is a natural death. They couldn’t risk being free. Bruce knew he was in wrong place. He passed through the thickest of enemy minds back in Gotham, able to pull down the Joker, and he knew climbing up was as easy as a child’s game. He was partly correct.

And he could able to understand this lacuna, only when he failed twice. It’s when he came to know that it’s the fear of death that brings him close to triumph but not the wanting to live. Fear of death is different from wanting to live. Each time he tried climbing up the pit; he wore this safety rope, assuming that IF he fails, he could live little more to try again. That’s hope, immature hope. He couldn’t climb because he knew he would get another chance, if failed in this. His wholesomeness to live more diminished his fear of death. And only when he didn’t use any rope, he had in his mind that if it’s not now, it’s never. This notion helped him a lot to keep answering his doubts that he can climb up and he did. That’s a pure risk.

That’s the pure risk, uncalculated and option-less. Now or never. Can we have that in our real life? Are we that weak, emotionally linked up to family, thinking terribly what friends would talk about us if we fail, what our neighbours would ask if we return home with empty wallets and wounds? Is this your concern? Are you more preparing yourself to answer your co-prisoners, who have actually decided not to take risk? Your Mom, your Dad, your Brothers, your friends? Who do you think know more than you about your dreams? Or do you have a back-up plan to survive after a risk, and do you sugar coat it as practical way of living with back up plans? Or are you just trying something for a show-off? These are all the safety ropes and with them on you, you can never ever climb up to your freedom. Never.

Risk like this is your last chance, your last day. And you will RISE. DESHI BASARA.


-Aroon Che
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The Lost Love

"It was that one igniting evening that fumed into his life. I knew him as my mentor, I work for him, used to, for now he no longer bosses me to do this and that, for some reason, I should say, that this one igniting evening of his delivered my freedom to choose a different way to look at life.

That evening, it was his company’s annual dinner, which as usual is held in the office premises, making for him comfortable to continue to have his board meetings seriously in a joyous mood, at least for that occasion, though he clearly instils gravity in the room. He was seriously looking into the papers, having seated at the end of the table making it easy to participate both in the meeting and party, with one of ears listening to the board member explaining the future plans and the other one for the guests. He was in a glass chamber, labelled “meeting room” with a group of managers. Waiters go in and out, filling their beer glasses, replacing the empty snack plates with filled ones. He once in a while took a sip, without letting his head go off the papers, which I assume, seriously could be the balance sheet. People call him Money man. I knew him for the whole of my professional life. I knew he was too busy, on a frank note, too busy to live.

He grew up to this, from rags. From panting rags to this suffocating riches. He surely, I believe, must have forgotten he was my childhood friend and role model. Money is that powerful than love to flash a mind. Isn’t it?

As the guests flowed in, it was wee hours of the night, when all of them moved to dinner. One of those guests, a very important client of my busy friend came in forward to this particular lonely lady who was gathered by elite female guests of the day. She was dressed in finest silks and jewellery, looked so lonely, smiling ostensibly now and then, to fake greetings of these guests from capitalistic world. I changed my view from my busy friend to this lady who attracted my attention more than ever. She looked like she was once upon a time a beautiful girl raised in heaven. She seemed to be uncomfortable with the mob, seldom drinking from the glass she’s holding, looking towards the glass chamber very often, and every time cautiously hiding this act of her. I noticed this, but understood it.

The man, who approached her, stood in silence waiting for her attention and she responded. He then asked her to sing a song, to which she out of some childish gesture, denied. The man, with strong determination, called in everyone and asked them to support him to make her sing. There was a bit harmonic shouting that shook everything around, even the glass chamber. My busy friend and his mates paused for a while to look out what’s happening but couldn’t sync to the shouts. I looked at the lady who was silent amidst all the shouting which in a moment ceased to silent, as she began some kind of smooth and silky music, ever and ever I listened to. I remember I heard this when I was a child and then I never did, almost lost its ecstasy. It made to rise myself inches away from the ground to utmost contentment. The whole floor sunk in her voice. All I could notice in her was her eyes, which were stuck to the glass chamber, mainly to the man inside. She was my busy friend’s wife.
My friend was in silence throughout this song of benevolence, appearing it really touched his senses. It was that song which she sang in their first meeting. And he loved it, loved her and later proposed to marry her. She was a rich girl and my friend was a poor graduate. They evolved into a beautiful understanding and tussled a lot to get together and finally got married. Later, it wasn’t that beautiful as it was assumed. I remember him, once in a while, quoting about this song. It was those times when we were broke, he handed me a glass of wine as we sat alone in the hotel rooms ,depressed over the day’s meetings, he then used to try to sing this song, but couldn’t, he felt that weakness in him . I could only understand that the song was his kind of lullaby and kept him in peace with himself. He was lost.

All his life he was chasing clients, minting money, almost forgot he had someone waiting for him at home. He worked twenty five hours a day, a little more than usual clock time. He motivated others, stood as a symbol of hard work, grew as an example of life; he scaled himself to the growing trends and excelled in his field, remaining to be on the top for the last three decades. All through this time, if I could count, he was hardly a month at home. A month in thirty years is something that could make a person extinct. He didn’t see his son grow into teen. He didn’t know how his home looked like. All this time, his wife raised their son, made him go school, and grew him to a well- read graduate. She is indeed proud of her son. Importantly she waited for him, but never complained.

My friend turned pale and was broken as the song ended. He went back to his marriage, purpose of marriage and what he missed a lot all through this road to life. He put aside the balance sheets and glass of wine and then joined his hands to clap. The lady looked at him and tears rolled down her wrinkled cheeks. My busy friend then could able to understand the purpose of life, more importantly that it’s never late to resurrect it. Like a popular saying goes, get busy living or get busy dying, it is the purpose of life to meaningful. He lost his wife to chase down the graphs and pie charts and stock exchanges. He lost her happiness to buy clients, to buy their good will and businesses. He couldn’t balance the life. He didn’t stop clapping, even though the whole floor dropped to silence. The guests turned to him looking surprisingly at his tears and smile, which they rarely witness in him. He was a rock to them. And the rock has come back to life. He walked out of the chamber to the lady and hugged her big one. The guests cheered. I cheered.

As the night’s closing down, I could see these two old fellows, my friend and his wife, sitting in the corner, smiling and laughing, talking about something that seems to take them to happiness. He, then looked at me, excused her, and walked to me. I rose up, with respect and love. He smiled and gave me a hug and then whispered into my ears, to the best I have heard, “Son, I retire, and you may lead my empire now.” We stood together as I looked at the lady smiling at us. I waved her. She is my proud mother. It was morning by then; a new day has begun to everyone."


-Aroon Che
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The Alone

" None of us were'nt forced in, to be what we are now. People have given advices, yes they did and they continue doing it. Those advices are to be looked at as just choices, not ultimatums. Its you and me who feared to risk looking beyond these advices or choices and we dont have a right to talk about this damn thing called fate. Fate is you, you alone. And luck is sugar-coated ignorance."

-Aroon Che
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The Chase

" In these chasings and rush, we precipitate alot to make our faces ugly and in compensating this, we go after , creating unwanted businesses of good looking, making ourselves duped to look good in the name of healthcare. 

We love so less, wherein we find it difficult to hide this , we try to do because we have this feeling that someone who cannot love is more stupid, so we hide this marked stupidity of ours by these periodic greetings and gifts or by talking great about love at times in open only to showcase ourselves that we value it , though we know we dont have time for it, the love , for many of us is just an unnecessary luxury, an unwanted necessity.

We shrink a lot by taking too much stress, only to watch out that our peers dont cross us in this wild goose chase , making ourselves too lean to be classified as a strong ones which we cover it up through this hitech gyms and energy drinks, though all this superficial make up strengthens our muscles but won’t reach our minds, we remain to be weak deep inside amidst all this trying to be strong.

We hate for no reason, but only for some silly ones, we hate someone may be because they couldn’t satisfy our ego, they couldn’t agree or consider our ignorance or may be they are too smart and we find difficultly in accepting a peer of same capability rising to levels, in a way we make the feeling of hate so cheap and bauble.

In all these chasings and rush, with all this prejudice and ignorance, we lose the meanings of happiness and simplicity. Instead of resurrecting them , we define them in our own stupid ways, expecting others to follow them, inconveniently making ourselves superior among the group, which is one easy way to fall apart, from reality.

We knew the way forwards, but we erase them to make it complicated for others to move forward and when we find ourselves lost in this haze of over-confidences, we look for maps only to see the erased portions and in this desperation we look up to sky to define god and mercy. Such a stupid life."


-Aroon Che
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The Dead and The Rise

" The only reason , if dug deep, that can be found out in a Capitalist and his friend Theist to fight back Communism is the fear of losing the Liberty to be masters and Liberty to create fools, respectively . 

They fear ,that the whole idea of maintaining the world ignorant , helpless for the rest of its life by baiting with money and religion, under the name of harmony and happiness that slowly isolates the freedom of individuals to think and survive on their own by pursuing their own dreams, will no longer play well if the world of Socialism comes in rule.

It is this money and religion that centrifuges all the free will of our lives into a point-less , mechanical mode of living, which adheres to the society turning it into greedy and helpless one by creating the imbalance of economy and mindset , that is surely a death causing malice to the same society. It is this fear that made Americans fight Vietnamese , it is this fear that killed Che, it is this fear that your friends keep you away the moment they know you are a Communist or Atheist.

No matter what all of us showcase, before you rest for the day and if you get this feeling of losing something called freedom, after all the day's toiling and struggling to keep the ends meet, and when you find no reason to smile for working so hard and to sleep to being a new tomorrow , as same as today , I call you as a free mind, weak enough to fly.

All you need is to RISE. From the dead and hollow."


-Aroon Che
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